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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Study!

Studying hard,
or..
hardly studying? xD




that's totally studying.

DAMMIT !
study focus focus !!!
D:

- ksdn ≡ *-* (mod WATERLOO'S SHIT MATH 135)


Friday, November 06, 2009

(Sur)real?

So I guess things don't always go your way.
Of those who you think would most likely not be there for you,
turn out TO be there.
Likewise, those whom you expect to be there for you,
most likely aren't there.
Is this just a coincidence, or should it have been expected?

I thought you would've wanted to spend these times with me.
Not only did you sound unexpectedly happy,
but you didn't even think of including me.
Maybe this new place is fit for you.
Besides, it's always new over old, right?
Anything old has no value and deserves to be put aside,
right?
Right?
Right?

Just say yes, please because if you said otherwise, it would only make me criticize you more - as a hypocrite.
Don't lie and say no, because your actions have just betrayed you.
I can forgive you because unlike you, I don't place old friends last, and in contrast, they come first.
But, eventually, I must say, that if this continues,
I can't help but slowly drop you one below the other,
elimating you from those who matter.
I wish I didn't though,
Which surprises me even more.  What you have done, has made our 'close friendship' so surreal, and questionable.

你會明我說什麼嗎?  我覺得你實在沒有放個在心, 你也不會知道我在說你.
沒關係啦. 你也不會理我. 不要再說了. 我們到此為止.

見到你時, 我也會演一個笑容,
我不會讓你知道你會讓我覺得這樣.

-ksdn.

 


Sunday, November 01, 2009

Pertain.

I miss everyone.
I miss all my friends.
Over here, I feel so helpless and vulnerable.
It was one quiet Halloween spent this year. 
I can't complain that it wasn't eventful because partially it was my own fault for having it being spent like that,
But for the bit, even if I shouldn't have been back in Toronto,
I felt as though I needed to return as an antidote.
Antidote to cure this emptiness I'm feeling.
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I'm in the middle of no where.
Each day drains an unmeasureable amount of energy out of me.
Hopefully this Thursday can compensate for all t'was damaged (:

-ksdn. 


Saturday, October 24, 2009

Once.

There's so much to do, and so little time.
It's finally hitting me.
I don't know what I'm gonna do. 
I'm not even using my time wisely when I know I should.
Shame on me, shame on me.
What do I do !
I feel so helpless, and for once, I can almost say that I'm "stressed".

On another note.
It's okay, right?
These days are almost over...
It's almost break time.  It's almost time for home.

I miss so many things.


Wednesday, October 07, 2009

有時

有時我會問問自己,
"如果我一世都不主動, 會唔會有結果呢?"
"等一世, 等到有個好將來, 可以嗎?"
好多時, 我都唔知道我想d咩...
有想, 又唔想, 我真係連自己想要咩都唔知道.
雖然我問, 值唔值得, 我都已經很清楚, 在這裡白等又唔會有咩好結果.
我覺得很辛苦呀...
係我以為唔會再約到嘅情況, 係我最冇心理準備嘅時候,
就來啦.

就這樣, 唔理我嘅心情,

想來就來.

- ksdn.



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